Friday, November 25, 2011

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Assalamualaikum wbt

Seriously today I am not in mood. Hari ni hari lahir Balqis yang ke-3 dan aku tak dapat balik rumah pun untuk sambut birthday dia dengan famili. Aku terpaksa korbankan perasaan nak balek ni sebab kan tanggungjawab aku dekat sini. 

But sometimes i feel like a looser. 

Aku tak tau macam mana nak jadi kakak yang baek pada adik2 dan famili. Aku rasa aku da buat yang terbaik but still it was not enough. There is something missing, incomplete. I dont know how to describe this feeling.

Dalam tahun akhir pengajian aku kat USM ni, aku rasa semua nya berat sangat. Aku just pikir cepat lah masa berlalu,aku tak larat lagi. What I just want is, I want to watch my siblings growing up in front of me. I want to help them, taking care of them, give them happiness and teach them whatever things that they want to know and share everything with them.

Tinggal lagi 7 bulan nak habeskan semuanya kat sini. I do love Penang but I love my family more and it is infinite. I will be strong and do my best for my coming examination for the sake of my family.

Ya Allah, Kau permudahkan lah segalanya. 
InsyaAllah

3 comments:

  1. nak kenal ngan adik ko yang kai bajuu putih tudung merah tu.

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  2. matt noh,she is not available ~ haha

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  3. the fact is you're such a good sister they ever had and m proud of you ;)

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Friday, November 25, 2011

Untitled

Assalamualaikum wbt

Seriously today I am not in mood. Hari ni hari lahir Balqis yang ke-3 dan aku tak dapat balik rumah pun untuk sambut birthday dia dengan famili. Aku terpaksa korbankan perasaan nak balek ni sebab kan tanggungjawab aku dekat sini. 

But sometimes i feel like a looser. 

Aku tak tau macam mana nak jadi kakak yang baek pada adik2 dan famili. Aku rasa aku da buat yang terbaik but still it was not enough. There is something missing, incomplete. I dont know how to describe this feeling.

Dalam tahun akhir pengajian aku kat USM ni, aku rasa semua nya berat sangat. Aku just pikir cepat lah masa berlalu,aku tak larat lagi. What I just want is, I want to watch my siblings growing up in front of me. I want to help them, taking care of them, give them happiness and teach them whatever things that they want to know and share everything with them.

Tinggal lagi 7 bulan nak habeskan semuanya kat sini. I do love Penang but I love my family more and it is infinite. I will be strong and do my best for my coming examination for the sake of my family.

Ya Allah, Kau permudahkan lah segalanya. 
InsyaAllah

3 comments:

  1. nak kenal ngan adik ko yang kai bajuu putih tudung merah tu.

    ReplyDelete
  2. matt noh,she is not available ~ haha

    ReplyDelete
  3. the fact is you're such a good sister they ever had and m proud of you ;)

    ReplyDelete

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