Saturday, June 23, 2012

Silenced 2011

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

credit to google


Tonight i just want to tell about the movie I had watched recently which is Silenced. This is a korean movie and it was directed by Hwang Dong-hyuk. 

Silenced @ The Crucible

Actually i found out this movie at facebook when one of my friend said that this movie is quite interesting and I started to find this movie in utube. ‘Silenced’ told us about the severe reality of sexual abuse and physical violence of disabled children in a specially-adjusted deaf school in Korea.

If u want something different, u can watch this movie and try to grab all those moral values. 
There are good and also the bad one.

Which side of you? will you try your best in order to seek the justice and help all those people who really need help? or you will just ignore people and mind your own business?
It is all up to YOU


Friday, May 25, 2012

Celoteh di pagi Sabtu #


Assalamualaikum wbt

Good morning everyone :) 

I hope all friends are always being in a good health and happy. I am so grateful because Allah swt still giving me chance to breath and live in this world. Ehemm, now everyone is busy rite? finishing thesis, preparing for test and also preparing for the coming exams. I am busy too but I think i am not that busy until i do no have time to online or playing sports. The most important thing is I still have time to sleep! I love to sleep and all my friends and my family knew it.

InsyaAllah, this semester will be the last semester for me in USM and I hope that I can perform during my coming examinations. I had been targeted to get dean list since a year ago but i did not manage to get that title. I just manage to get 3.58 and also 3.54 during my last year in usm. One thing I realize about my self is I am too slow to read notes and understand certain knowledge.

Besides, I also the kind of person that love to study last minute and I had been study for last minute during 2 years and a half during my time in usm. It is not GOOD ! and it also a bad habit and I knew it and now I will try to study, slowly.I also think that I study as slow as the turtle moving (-_-') Really slow because I have 19 days before exam and my mind is controlling my body. I just hope that whoever read my entry, please do not study last minute !

 try to force yourself open the notes & do not study by following your mood.

credit to google image

Wednesday, May 16, 2012

A step closer I guest

Today, when I checked my email !

Dear Cik Atikah,

Thank you very much for your interest shown.
We will consider your application and InsyaAllah will contact you if there any position vacant suitable to your qualification.

Regards,

Masriza Zakaria
HRA Department

Of course I will not give up !
I will continue sending my CV to all oil&gas companies and also any company that need Geophysics student as their employee.
I will strive for the excellent although I have few weakness, I want to improve myself !!

*okay, sambung sketching 


 

Wednesday, May 9, 2012

The Nature of Humanity

Assalamualaikum w.b.t,

I hope all my friends will be just fine and healthy. Actually today is a very stressful day ! But I manage to make the level of my stress became lower. Why? I ate a bowl of Bihun sup and a plate of roti pisang at Subaidah. haha :D yeaahh ! I do eat a lot and eating really make my life happier. Stop the nonsense and focus on the topic I want to discuss.

When i went back from the library (actually i can't enter the library because I forgot to bring my matrix card,haha), as usual I opened my laptop and I found something that really make me felt angry. I watched a video in Facebook showing a  woman hit a baby without feeling any guilty and pity towards the baby.

 I do not want to upload the video here because I couldn't. I am sorry to say but I think a very strict action need to be done for this kind of people and I think that person was having some kind of mental problems. When I watched the way she treat the baby, I realize that she was out of control. The baby keep crying and look very pitiful. I can not stand watching until the end of the video because it really make me stress ! I am not sure whether the woman is a mother of that baby or she is just a baby sitter. But the thing is, she is not doing the right thing.

Why you hit the baby? If you really dislike working as a baby sitter, please stop doing that job and if you are the mother of that baby, do you really hate your own son/daughter? Do think about the baby's condition. The baby is still small and he or she does not even know anything. They are new in this world and please stop child abuse ! Babies are very cute and how could you treat them like that? The video was really  disappointing me :(

-Balqis when she was 9 months, she is so cute and adorable-
PLEASE STOP CHILD ABUSE
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Monday, May 7, 2012

Geo's Family

Geophysics Batch 2009/2010

Assalamualaikum w.b.t , dah lama sangat rasanya tak mengomel dalam blog ni. Kadang-kadang rasa macam nak tulis banyak benda tapi masa terhad. Tadi masa tengah tengok gambar-gambar lama dalam laptop terjumpa gambar kat atas tu ha.

Ni gambar masa first year kalau tak silap. Alahai semua comot-comot je, muka pulak tak matang langsung. (seronok pulak mengata kat dalam ni,haha *maafkan saya*) Sedar tak sedar dah dekat 3 tahun dengan diorang, susah payah sama-sama, manis sama-sama, kelat sama-sama. 

Saat-saat tu bakal dirindu dan semestinya sebab kenangan masa zaman belajar ni lah yang berharga. Kenangan masa belajar ni lah yang ajar kita untuk jadi lebih matang dan menjadi insan yang lebih baik. Lagi-lagi bila final sem menjelma, dah mula fikir nak cari kerja, nak tolong keluarga dan berjaya dalam kerjaya.

Semoga perjalanan dalam mencari ilmu dari tadika sampai ke degree ni diberkati oleh-Nya. Semoga semua kawan-kawan dapat mengejar cita-cita yang diimpikan.

| Sayang korang dunia akhirat |

InsyaAllah
(n_n)

Saturday, May 5, 2012

A big scar in my heart


Forgive and forget, right? 
Sometimes..
 But when someone hurts you so deep that it leaves a scar on your heart, how can you?


maybe it is easy for you to say whatever you like but I still can't forget that 'thing' !
and I believe that it will be remain in the history of my life




Friday, January 6, 2012

Darjah 1 ~

Assalamualaikum w.b.t


Hai sekali lagi ! 

Tiba-tiba rasa rajin nak update blog lepas tepon mak hari semalam dan hari ni. Bila mak cerita pasal aiman yang baru sahaja memulakan zaman persekolahan dia di Sekolah Raub Indah baru-baru ni,kak yong rasa kesian kat aiman.

Aiman tak reti lagi membeli dekat kantin sebab dulu semua dah tersedia masa dia di tadika kemas.

Beratur penjang2 yang pelik nya dia tak dapat beli pun sebab ramai budak berebut nak beli makanan di kantin.


Abah kata, air mata aiman bergelinangan je kat mata sambil lap dengan tangan tapi dia tak de pulak mengadu kat mak abah dia tak nak sekolah. 


Hati kak yong pon jadi tak tenang ! haishh,harap dalam tempoh seminggu ni dia boleh la sesuaikan diri dan dapat kawan baru.

*dah dua orang duduk asrama, mak cakap sunyi je rumah. Kalau tak msti kecoh ! smpai nasi pon 3-4 hari tak luak2 ~ kak yong doakan adik-adik kak yong berjaya tempuh dugaan yg mendatang ! Love u all ~ Blaja rajin2 & balas jasa mak abah ~


Balqis & Aiman






Thursday, January 5, 2012

Gathering ~

Assalamualaikum wbt

Hai ! 

Setelah berhempas pulas menjawab soalan exam Potential Field Interpretation semalam, petang tu dapat jugak melepak dengan Abg S, Abg R, Kak H dan Miss F. Kami minum-minum di kafe dan macam biasa Abg S mesti buat lawak dan kitorang gelak sakan tengok perangai dia yang tak matang tu,hehe

Apa-apa pon diorang sangat best sebab walaupun Abg S dah grad, dia tak pernah lupakan kami kat sini ! Dia tak pernah berkira dan murah hati. Semoga Allah murahkan rezeki dia dan jadikan dia sebagai seorang bakal guru yang paling baik di Malaysia nanti,hee~

Lama jugak kitorang berborak di kafe then mase tu jugak kitorang gerak ke pasar malam sebab nak beli sate.  Malam tu kami teringin makan dekat Restoran Pak Hussin tapi malangnya restoran tu tutup. Then kami gerak ke Restoran Kari Kepala Ikan Pak Su dekat2 situ jugak makan nasi berlauk.

Sambil2 makan sambil2 borak. Waaah, best sangat malam tu ~ terimbau balek kenangan mase mule2 join team mpdr under biro kerohanian dengan diorang. Banyak pengalaman,kenangan pahit-manis dan ilmu yang dapat ~ memang seronok! 

Sebenarnya saya cukup terharu dengan mereka yang sangat2 baik dan murah hati ~ Walaupun dah berjauhan, masih lagi bertanyak khabar dan berita, meluangkan masa untuk berjumpa walaupun seketika dan sebenarnya, saya akan merindu saat2 dengan mereka bila masing2 dah berjauhan nanti ~

Semoga hubungan ni, persahabatan ni, keluarga ni, kekal sehingga ke akhir hayat !
Exco Kerohanian tahun 2009/2010 paling sporting dan best ~


Thursday, December 29, 2011

How??

Assalamualaikum wbt





I do not know how to convince him to go to SMKA Dong and he is insisting to follow his friends studying at SMK Mahmud. My parents really hope that he can go to that school and learn more about Islam education. 

I also want him to become an ustaz one day. 

I want to persuade him but I don't know how. I am afraid that one day he will protest and do bad things at the SMKA Dong in order to study at the other school. I am so confused and I really don't know what to do now. 

Just follow what he want or just sending him to SMKA Dong? 


Ya Allah, help us please ~

Thursday, December 22, 2011

Happy Moment

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

Really love this awesome picture ~ semua nampak seronok je !! hehe


Saturday, December 10, 2011

BE GRATEFUL everyone

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

Hi !
At this moment, I want to share something about a video that I found on Facebook. The video was telling me about the poor people live in Indonesia.

When I watched the video, I feel so touched and I am so mad with my self. Those kind of people are suffering from poverty and they are begging to earn money for food in order to survive.

I am mad with myself because, I should be grateful with the things that I have in my life. People are easily looking others wealthy life but they do not even noticed that there are also people that live in poverty. They do not have any chance to get educations and opportunities to get a better life.

As we know, by educations we can easily transform our life from worst to better, but they can not get the chance because they do not have money. Those people need to go to the garbage disposal which the place that we never go. They will find any kind of garbage that can be recycle or reuse and sell them. From the garbage, they earn money. Its very hard and I know it. 

I am so grateful to Allah s.w.t because I had chances to continue my study although there are few problems occurred and I was giving up to continue my degrees at that time but Allah always with me. They also people that are so important, and they always helped my family during any difficulties.

Thanks to Allah and now, I am finally a 3rd year student that will be graduating next year, InsyaAllah. With all the challenges and difficulty, I hope that I will bring a great success for my family.

Here is video that I mentioned and I hope that,
from the video,
we all can learn something ~




Saturday, December 3, 2011

Final Year Project

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

Hi !

Today, I want to share sumting about my Final Year Project. My FYP's title is The Origin and Characterization of Kaolin in Malaysia and for your information, at the first time I saw the title, 

I am wondering what is Kaolin? 

Yeaah, my basic knowledge is very bad, I know that. I just learn and study for exam and after that, completely lost ! Few weeks later, after my partner and I made some research about Kaolin. Finally, we know what is Kaolin and what is the important of this white clay in our daily life.

I screamed out loud in my heart that I will do my best for my FYP !!   and I promise to myself that I will put my biggest effort in order to complete this project. Yeaaahhh ~

Definition of Kaolin

Kaolin is a group of common clay minerals that are hydrous aluminum silicates and constitute the principal ingredients of kaolin (china clay) and sometimes we called it as a white clay.

kaolin at one of our localities in Mersing




One of my greatest and precious experiences, when our group including the other group that done the bauxite project having such an enjoyable trip to Johor. We spent almost 4 days and learned so much knowledge there. 

Dr Hassan, our supervisor and two technician helped us a lot ! Our classmate and his family that stay in Mersing also helped us by providing accommodation and delicious food. We feel very indebted and grateful ! Thank you so much ~ I will never forget all those sweet memories !

The funny part is, my friends and I had considered our classmate's grandmother as our nenek too. She had been so kind to us and when I saw her, I remembered my late grandmother. I miss her a lot!

Actually, they are many things I want to share in here but it is too much and I afraid that I'll make you feel boring :p Here are some pictures we had during our trip !

The first localities for Bauxite project at mining with Mr. Soa


Kaolin deposit at Mersing which we suspect as secondary kaolin


Kaolin deposit nearby the fish pond

From the trip, I learned how to take samples and do some simple measurements which I never know before this. I think it is very important for us as a geophysicist to know more about Geology. 

It is not only about the geophysics's survey but we also need to know geology that support our survey's result. Its useless when we done seismic but we do not even know what is the anomaly found under the subsurface. Geology can tell us from A to Z !!  Geology and Geophysics need to be combine in order to get a very strong and precise result ~


 
p/s : I tried to write in English and I know maybe there are some mistakes on grammar or whatsoever but I love it ! i want to learn and I want to improve my English !

Thursday, December 1, 2011

Adele - Someone like you

Assalamualaikum wbt

Currently addicted with this song (-__-)
Sedih je lagu ni ~ sobsobsob

Jom study sambil layan lagu ni ~ hee


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jCya1yiFFP4&feature=related 

Friday, November 25, 2011

Untitled

Assalamualaikum wbt

Seriously today I am not in mood. Hari ni hari lahir Balqis yang ke-3 dan aku tak dapat balik rumah pun untuk sambut birthday dia dengan famili. Aku terpaksa korbankan perasaan nak balek ni sebab kan tanggungjawab aku dekat sini. 

But sometimes i feel like a looser. 

Aku tak tau macam mana nak jadi kakak yang baek pada adik2 dan famili. Aku rasa aku da buat yang terbaik but still it was not enough. There is something missing, incomplete. I dont know how to describe this feeling.

Dalam tahun akhir pengajian aku kat USM ni, aku rasa semua nya berat sangat. Aku just pikir cepat lah masa berlalu,aku tak larat lagi. What I just want is, I want to watch my siblings growing up in front of me. I want to help them, taking care of them, give them happiness and teach them whatever things that they want to know and share everything with them.

Tinggal lagi 7 bulan nak habeskan semuanya kat sini. I do love Penang but I love my family more and it is infinite. I will be strong and do my best for my coming examination for the sake of my family.

Ya Allah, Kau permudahkan lah segalanya. 
InsyaAllah

Friday, November 18, 2011

3 in one Sista

Assalamualaikum wbt

3 in one Sista

 Why?
-satu team biro kerohanian mpd RESTU
-satu bilik masa 2nd year
-satu-satu nya kakak yang saya ada !

Dah malam pun, tapi tak tau kenape mate ni tak boleh nak lelap (O_o) Tiba2 teringatkan kenangan masa sebilik dengan akak tercinta aka Kak Nun. Dia kakak yang paling sempoi dan best. Sangat suka bercerita dan share macam2. Tak pernah rasa bosan langsung dengar cerita2 dia dan bila dia tak da kat bilik rasa rindu nak dengar dia bersuara. 

But I think we share the same similarities because we are both anak sulong. I respect her and she respect me of course :) Tak pernah berselisih faham dan hubungan yang terjalin bertambah erat. Bila berborak dengan dia dan kadang2 bercerita pada dia,hati rasa sangat tenang dan happy. She is a very good sister that will always help me no matter what. A very good companion and a very loyal listener.

Kak Nun, I dont have an eldest sister or even an eldest brother. From the bottom of my heart, I want to thank you because you had been such a great sister for me :) I promise that I will not forget all those sweet memories we had spent together <3 



Semoga hubungan silaturrahim kita kekal hingga ke akhir hayat, InsyaAllah

Monday, November 14, 2011

Dia

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

Setelah berapa lama menunggu akhirnya ada jugak khabar berita yang gembira buat dia dan aku :) Semoga dia lepas interview Khamis ini dan..

Ya Allah,Kau permudahkan lah segalanya untuk dia. I hope that he will do the best in order to get the job and pass the interview,InsyaAllah (^__^)

(^__^)

Wednesday, November 2, 2011

Bukit yg membunuh?

Assalamulaikum w.b.t

Tajuk entri macam suspen tak? mase mula2 dengar sal name tempat tu, ade jugak rasa macam kecut perut,suspen semacam sebab nama bukit tu Bukit Bunuh. Nak tau kat mane? Bukit tu kat Perak dan perjalanan ke sana dalam 2 ke 3 jam camtu. Dok huhaaa2 kat dalam unser Dr. Rosli rase kejap je dah sampai. Sebab nak penuhi syarat kos ZGE375/2, student2 under Dr. Rosli perlu join projek kat situ.

Kitorang kena pegi sana untuk buat kajian tentang kesan meteorite dan nak cari kawah2 yang dah terkambus kat bawah tanah. So, kitorang cari kawah2 tersebut dengan menggunakan Geophysics Methods contohnya, Resistivity dan Seismic. Bayang kan dengan alat2 geofizik yang berat2 tu, kitorang bawak masuk hutan. Hutan pulak tak tau nak describe macam mane,angle nak jalan merentas hutan tu almost 90 degree kot. Perhh, memang sangat mencabar tau? masa buat resistivity kat dalam hutan tu, rase cam tak kesah dah baju kotor ke ape,yang penting selamat sampai and habis buat data aqcuisition. Semua dahan pon nak capai sebab takot jatoh guling2 ke bawah. (-__-') haha


Semua dah merasa, buat resist kat kebun nenas (nyamuk banyak giler), hutan (90 darjah) dan last sekali kitorang buat dekat ladang kelapa sawit(lautan pacat). Buat pertama kali nya dalam sejarah hidup, pacat telah menaiki badan ku,huhu. Bak kate En. Akob la, ni semua pengalaman. Bila pikir balek, mana lagi kite nak cari pengalaman ni semua. Penat memang lah penat. But I think semua tu berbaloi :)

Paling best bila budak2 pompuan reramai kumpul kat katil dorm and borak2 smpai ke tengah malam tak mau tido. hee, Alhamdulillah, I think I made a correct decision by choosing Geophysics. I'm happy doing all those things (^__^) 



Ni gambar masa last day kitorang kat bukit bunuh. Ade lab assistant yang gagah2,postgraduate student termasuk mereka2 yang dari Nigeria dan Libya(mereka sangat kuat dan rajin) huhu and last but not least budak2 3rd year geofizik yang amik kos ZGE375/2(engineering geophysics and environment)






unforgettable moment at Bukit Bunuh


Saturday, October 29, 2011

Emas lagi?

 Assalamualaikum w.b.t,


Dear diary,

Ada sumthing yang nak saya share dalam ni. I got these pictures from one of my friend during my borther 's sport day. Dia dapat emas lagi lah sukan kali ni. Kuat bersukan betul ini budak. Tak boleh nak duduk diam. Ape pon yang dia minat, I am so proud of you lah budak. Kak Yong doakan awak sentiasa berjaya dalam apa jua bidang yang awak ceburi okay :)


wit his friends






wit his medals





Terase macam dah lame sangat tak balik rumah, hurgghh..rindu semua lah ~

Thursday, July 28, 2011

Terima Kasih :)

pendrive kesayangan <3


Just nak ucap terima kasih pada mereka-mereka,
Sebab da tolong baiki pendrive yang da masuk virus hari tu,
Mase pendrive masuk virus hari tu rase macam nak nanges da,
Dalam tu banyak giler maklumat penting tentang LI,
Then ada lah sorang ni yang offer pertolongan,
Tapi dia mintak tolong pada orang yang lagi satu,
Happy sangat masa tengok pendrive da okay,
Semua maklumat da boleh bukak semula,
Mereka-mereka sangat hebat !!
Terima Kasih yang tak terhingga,
Hanya Allah yang dapat balas semuanya ~
Alhamdulillah
Thank You Allah
^_____^

Saturday, June 23, 2012

Silenced 2011

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

credit to google


Tonight i just want to tell about the movie I had watched recently which is Silenced. This is a korean movie and it was directed by Hwang Dong-hyuk. 

Silenced @ The Crucible

Actually i found out this movie at facebook when one of my friend said that this movie is quite interesting and I started to find this movie in utube. ‘Silenced’ told us about the severe reality of sexual abuse and physical violence of disabled children in a specially-adjusted deaf school in Korea.

If u want something different, u can watch this movie and try to grab all those moral values. 
There are good and also the bad one.

Which side of you? will you try your best in order to seek the justice and help all those people who really need help? or you will just ignore people and mind your own business?
It is all up to YOU


Friday, May 25, 2012

Celoteh di pagi Sabtu #


Assalamualaikum wbt

Good morning everyone :) 

I hope all friends are always being in a good health and happy. I am so grateful because Allah swt still giving me chance to breath and live in this world. Ehemm, now everyone is busy rite? finishing thesis, preparing for test and also preparing for the coming exams. I am busy too but I think i am not that busy until i do no have time to online or playing sports. The most important thing is I still have time to sleep! I love to sleep and all my friends and my family knew it.

InsyaAllah, this semester will be the last semester for me in USM and I hope that I can perform during my coming examinations. I had been targeted to get dean list since a year ago but i did not manage to get that title. I just manage to get 3.58 and also 3.54 during my last year in usm. One thing I realize about my self is I am too slow to read notes and understand certain knowledge.

Besides, I also the kind of person that love to study last minute and I had been study for last minute during 2 years and a half during my time in usm. It is not GOOD ! and it also a bad habit and I knew it and now I will try to study, slowly.I also think that I study as slow as the turtle moving (-_-') Really slow because I have 19 days before exam and my mind is controlling my body. I just hope that whoever read my entry, please do not study last minute !

 try to force yourself open the notes & do not study by following your mood.

credit to google image

Wednesday, May 16, 2012

A step closer I guest

Today, when I checked my email !

Dear Cik Atikah,

Thank you very much for your interest shown.
We will consider your application and InsyaAllah will contact you if there any position vacant suitable to your qualification.

Regards,

Masriza Zakaria
HRA Department

Of course I will not give up !
I will continue sending my CV to all oil&gas companies and also any company that need Geophysics student as their employee.
I will strive for the excellent although I have few weakness, I want to improve myself !!

*okay, sambung sketching 


 

Wednesday, May 9, 2012

The Nature of Humanity

Assalamualaikum w.b.t,

I hope all my friends will be just fine and healthy. Actually today is a very stressful day ! But I manage to make the level of my stress became lower. Why? I ate a bowl of Bihun sup and a plate of roti pisang at Subaidah. haha :D yeaahh ! I do eat a lot and eating really make my life happier. Stop the nonsense and focus on the topic I want to discuss.

When i went back from the library (actually i can't enter the library because I forgot to bring my matrix card,haha), as usual I opened my laptop and I found something that really make me felt angry. I watched a video in Facebook showing a  woman hit a baby without feeling any guilty and pity towards the baby.

 I do not want to upload the video here because I couldn't. I am sorry to say but I think a very strict action need to be done for this kind of people and I think that person was having some kind of mental problems. When I watched the way she treat the baby, I realize that she was out of control. The baby keep crying and look very pitiful. I can not stand watching until the end of the video because it really make me stress ! I am not sure whether the woman is a mother of that baby or she is just a baby sitter. But the thing is, she is not doing the right thing.

Why you hit the baby? If you really dislike working as a baby sitter, please stop doing that job and if you are the mother of that baby, do you really hate your own son/daughter? Do think about the baby's condition. The baby is still small and he or she does not even know anything. They are new in this world and please stop child abuse ! Babies are very cute and how could you treat them like that? The video was really  disappointing me :(

-Balqis when she was 9 months, she is so cute and adorable-
PLEASE STOP CHILD ABUSE
| appreciate them |

Monday, May 7, 2012

Geo's Family

Geophysics Batch 2009/2010

Assalamualaikum w.b.t , dah lama sangat rasanya tak mengomel dalam blog ni. Kadang-kadang rasa macam nak tulis banyak benda tapi masa terhad. Tadi masa tengah tengok gambar-gambar lama dalam laptop terjumpa gambar kat atas tu ha.

Ni gambar masa first year kalau tak silap. Alahai semua comot-comot je, muka pulak tak matang langsung. (seronok pulak mengata kat dalam ni,haha *maafkan saya*) Sedar tak sedar dah dekat 3 tahun dengan diorang, susah payah sama-sama, manis sama-sama, kelat sama-sama. 

Saat-saat tu bakal dirindu dan semestinya sebab kenangan masa zaman belajar ni lah yang berharga. Kenangan masa belajar ni lah yang ajar kita untuk jadi lebih matang dan menjadi insan yang lebih baik. Lagi-lagi bila final sem menjelma, dah mula fikir nak cari kerja, nak tolong keluarga dan berjaya dalam kerjaya.

Semoga perjalanan dalam mencari ilmu dari tadika sampai ke degree ni diberkati oleh-Nya. Semoga semua kawan-kawan dapat mengejar cita-cita yang diimpikan.

| Sayang korang dunia akhirat |

InsyaAllah
(n_n)

Sunday, May 6, 2012

Saturday, May 5, 2012

A big scar in my heart


Forgive and forget, right? 
Sometimes..
 But when someone hurts you so deep that it leaves a scar on your heart, how can you?


maybe it is easy for you to say whatever you like but I still can't forget that 'thing' !
and I believe that it will be remain in the history of my life




Friday, January 6, 2012

Darjah 1 ~

Assalamualaikum w.b.t


Hai sekali lagi ! 

Tiba-tiba rasa rajin nak update blog lepas tepon mak hari semalam dan hari ni. Bila mak cerita pasal aiman yang baru sahaja memulakan zaman persekolahan dia di Sekolah Raub Indah baru-baru ni,kak yong rasa kesian kat aiman.

Aiman tak reti lagi membeli dekat kantin sebab dulu semua dah tersedia masa dia di tadika kemas.

Beratur penjang2 yang pelik nya dia tak dapat beli pun sebab ramai budak berebut nak beli makanan di kantin.


Abah kata, air mata aiman bergelinangan je kat mata sambil lap dengan tangan tapi dia tak de pulak mengadu kat mak abah dia tak nak sekolah. 


Hati kak yong pon jadi tak tenang ! haishh,harap dalam tempoh seminggu ni dia boleh la sesuaikan diri dan dapat kawan baru.

*dah dua orang duduk asrama, mak cakap sunyi je rumah. Kalau tak msti kecoh ! smpai nasi pon 3-4 hari tak luak2 ~ kak yong doakan adik-adik kak yong berjaya tempuh dugaan yg mendatang ! Love u all ~ Blaja rajin2 & balas jasa mak abah ~


Balqis & Aiman






Thursday, January 5, 2012

Gathering ~

Assalamualaikum wbt

Hai ! 

Setelah berhempas pulas menjawab soalan exam Potential Field Interpretation semalam, petang tu dapat jugak melepak dengan Abg S, Abg R, Kak H dan Miss F. Kami minum-minum di kafe dan macam biasa Abg S mesti buat lawak dan kitorang gelak sakan tengok perangai dia yang tak matang tu,hehe

Apa-apa pon diorang sangat best sebab walaupun Abg S dah grad, dia tak pernah lupakan kami kat sini ! Dia tak pernah berkira dan murah hati. Semoga Allah murahkan rezeki dia dan jadikan dia sebagai seorang bakal guru yang paling baik di Malaysia nanti,hee~

Lama jugak kitorang berborak di kafe then mase tu jugak kitorang gerak ke pasar malam sebab nak beli sate.  Malam tu kami teringin makan dekat Restoran Pak Hussin tapi malangnya restoran tu tutup. Then kami gerak ke Restoran Kari Kepala Ikan Pak Su dekat2 situ jugak makan nasi berlauk.

Sambil2 makan sambil2 borak. Waaah, best sangat malam tu ~ terimbau balek kenangan mase mule2 join team mpdr under biro kerohanian dengan diorang. Banyak pengalaman,kenangan pahit-manis dan ilmu yang dapat ~ memang seronok! 

Sebenarnya saya cukup terharu dengan mereka yang sangat2 baik dan murah hati ~ Walaupun dah berjauhan, masih lagi bertanyak khabar dan berita, meluangkan masa untuk berjumpa walaupun seketika dan sebenarnya, saya akan merindu saat2 dengan mereka bila masing2 dah berjauhan nanti ~

Semoga hubungan ni, persahabatan ni, keluarga ni, kekal sehingga ke akhir hayat !
Exco Kerohanian tahun 2009/2010 paling sporting dan best ~


Thursday, December 29, 2011

How??

Assalamualaikum wbt





I do not know how to convince him to go to SMKA Dong and he is insisting to follow his friends studying at SMK Mahmud. My parents really hope that he can go to that school and learn more about Islam education. 

I also want him to become an ustaz one day. 

I want to persuade him but I don't know how. I am afraid that one day he will protest and do bad things at the SMKA Dong in order to study at the other school. I am so confused and I really don't know what to do now. 

Just follow what he want or just sending him to SMKA Dong? 


Ya Allah, help us please ~

Thursday, December 22, 2011

Happy Moment

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

Really love this awesome picture ~ semua nampak seronok je !! hehe


Saturday, December 10, 2011

BE GRATEFUL everyone

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

Hi !
At this moment, I want to share something about a video that I found on Facebook. The video was telling me about the poor people live in Indonesia.

When I watched the video, I feel so touched and I am so mad with my self. Those kind of people are suffering from poverty and they are begging to earn money for food in order to survive.

I am mad with myself because, I should be grateful with the things that I have in my life. People are easily looking others wealthy life but they do not even noticed that there are also people that live in poverty. They do not have any chance to get educations and opportunities to get a better life.

As we know, by educations we can easily transform our life from worst to better, but they can not get the chance because they do not have money. Those people need to go to the garbage disposal which the place that we never go. They will find any kind of garbage that can be recycle or reuse and sell them. From the garbage, they earn money. Its very hard and I know it. 

I am so grateful to Allah s.w.t because I had chances to continue my study although there are few problems occurred and I was giving up to continue my degrees at that time but Allah always with me. They also people that are so important, and they always helped my family during any difficulties.

Thanks to Allah and now, I am finally a 3rd year student that will be graduating next year, InsyaAllah. With all the challenges and difficulty, I hope that I will bring a great success for my family.

Here is video that I mentioned and I hope that,
from the video,
we all can learn something ~




Saturday, December 3, 2011

Final Year Project

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

Hi !

Today, I want to share sumting about my Final Year Project. My FYP's title is The Origin and Characterization of Kaolin in Malaysia and for your information, at the first time I saw the title, 

I am wondering what is Kaolin? 

Yeaah, my basic knowledge is very bad, I know that. I just learn and study for exam and after that, completely lost ! Few weeks later, after my partner and I made some research about Kaolin. Finally, we know what is Kaolin and what is the important of this white clay in our daily life.

I screamed out loud in my heart that I will do my best for my FYP !!   and I promise to myself that I will put my biggest effort in order to complete this project. Yeaaahhh ~

Definition of Kaolin

Kaolin is a group of common clay minerals that are hydrous aluminum silicates and constitute the principal ingredients of kaolin (china clay) and sometimes we called it as a white clay.

kaolin at one of our localities in Mersing




One of my greatest and precious experiences, when our group including the other group that done the bauxite project having such an enjoyable trip to Johor. We spent almost 4 days and learned so much knowledge there. 

Dr Hassan, our supervisor and two technician helped us a lot ! Our classmate and his family that stay in Mersing also helped us by providing accommodation and delicious food. We feel very indebted and grateful ! Thank you so much ~ I will never forget all those sweet memories !

The funny part is, my friends and I had considered our classmate's grandmother as our nenek too. She had been so kind to us and when I saw her, I remembered my late grandmother. I miss her a lot!

Actually, they are many things I want to share in here but it is too much and I afraid that I'll make you feel boring :p Here are some pictures we had during our trip !

The first localities for Bauxite project at mining with Mr. Soa


Kaolin deposit at Mersing which we suspect as secondary kaolin


Kaolin deposit nearby the fish pond

From the trip, I learned how to take samples and do some simple measurements which I never know before this. I think it is very important for us as a geophysicist to know more about Geology. 

It is not only about the geophysics's survey but we also need to know geology that support our survey's result. Its useless when we done seismic but we do not even know what is the anomaly found under the subsurface. Geology can tell us from A to Z !!  Geology and Geophysics need to be combine in order to get a very strong and precise result ~


 
p/s : I tried to write in English and I know maybe there are some mistakes on grammar or whatsoever but I love it ! i want to learn and I want to improve my English !

Thursday, December 1, 2011

Adele - Someone like you

Assalamualaikum wbt

Currently addicted with this song (-__-)
Sedih je lagu ni ~ sobsobsob

Jom study sambil layan lagu ni ~ hee


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jCya1yiFFP4&feature=related 

Friday, November 25, 2011

Untitled

Assalamualaikum wbt

Seriously today I am not in mood. Hari ni hari lahir Balqis yang ke-3 dan aku tak dapat balik rumah pun untuk sambut birthday dia dengan famili. Aku terpaksa korbankan perasaan nak balek ni sebab kan tanggungjawab aku dekat sini. 

But sometimes i feel like a looser. 

Aku tak tau macam mana nak jadi kakak yang baek pada adik2 dan famili. Aku rasa aku da buat yang terbaik but still it was not enough. There is something missing, incomplete. I dont know how to describe this feeling.

Dalam tahun akhir pengajian aku kat USM ni, aku rasa semua nya berat sangat. Aku just pikir cepat lah masa berlalu,aku tak larat lagi. What I just want is, I want to watch my siblings growing up in front of me. I want to help them, taking care of them, give them happiness and teach them whatever things that they want to know and share everything with them.

Tinggal lagi 7 bulan nak habeskan semuanya kat sini. I do love Penang but I love my family more and it is infinite. I will be strong and do my best for my coming examination for the sake of my family.

Ya Allah, Kau permudahkan lah segalanya. 
InsyaAllah

Friday, November 18, 2011

3 in one Sista

Assalamualaikum wbt

3 in one Sista

 Why?
-satu team biro kerohanian mpd RESTU
-satu bilik masa 2nd year
-satu-satu nya kakak yang saya ada !

Dah malam pun, tapi tak tau kenape mate ni tak boleh nak lelap (O_o) Tiba2 teringatkan kenangan masa sebilik dengan akak tercinta aka Kak Nun. Dia kakak yang paling sempoi dan best. Sangat suka bercerita dan share macam2. Tak pernah rasa bosan langsung dengar cerita2 dia dan bila dia tak da kat bilik rasa rindu nak dengar dia bersuara. 

But I think we share the same similarities because we are both anak sulong. I respect her and she respect me of course :) Tak pernah berselisih faham dan hubungan yang terjalin bertambah erat. Bila berborak dengan dia dan kadang2 bercerita pada dia,hati rasa sangat tenang dan happy. She is a very good sister that will always help me no matter what. A very good companion and a very loyal listener.

Kak Nun, I dont have an eldest sister or even an eldest brother. From the bottom of my heart, I want to thank you because you had been such a great sister for me :) I promise that I will not forget all those sweet memories we had spent together <3 



Semoga hubungan silaturrahim kita kekal hingga ke akhir hayat, InsyaAllah

Monday, November 14, 2011

Dia

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

Setelah berapa lama menunggu akhirnya ada jugak khabar berita yang gembira buat dia dan aku :) Semoga dia lepas interview Khamis ini dan..

Ya Allah,Kau permudahkan lah segalanya untuk dia. I hope that he will do the best in order to get the job and pass the interview,InsyaAllah (^__^)

(^__^)

Wednesday, November 2, 2011

Bukit yg membunuh?

Assalamulaikum w.b.t

Tajuk entri macam suspen tak? mase mula2 dengar sal name tempat tu, ade jugak rasa macam kecut perut,suspen semacam sebab nama bukit tu Bukit Bunuh. Nak tau kat mane? Bukit tu kat Perak dan perjalanan ke sana dalam 2 ke 3 jam camtu. Dok huhaaa2 kat dalam unser Dr. Rosli rase kejap je dah sampai. Sebab nak penuhi syarat kos ZGE375/2, student2 under Dr. Rosli perlu join projek kat situ.

Kitorang kena pegi sana untuk buat kajian tentang kesan meteorite dan nak cari kawah2 yang dah terkambus kat bawah tanah. So, kitorang cari kawah2 tersebut dengan menggunakan Geophysics Methods contohnya, Resistivity dan Seismic. Bayang kan dengan alat2 geofizik yang berat2 tu, kitorang bawak masuk hutan. Hutan pulak tak tau nak describe macam mane,angle nak jalan merentas hutan tu almost 90 degree kot. Perhh, memang sangat mencabar tau? masa buat resistivity kat dalam hutan tu, rase cam tak kesah dah baju kotor ke ape,yang penting selamat sampai and habis buat data aqcuisition. Semua dahan pon nak capai sebab takot jatoh guling2 ke bawah. (-__-') haha


Semua dah merasa, buat resist kat kebun nenas (nyamuk banyak giler), hutan (90 darjah) dan last sekali kitorang buat dekat ladang kelapa sawit(lautan pacat). Buat pertama kali nya dalam sejarah hidup, pacat telah menaiki badan ku,huhu. Bak kate En. Akob la, ni semua pengalaman. Bila pikir balek, mana lagi kite nak cari pengalaman ni semua. Penat memang lah penat. But I think semua tu berbaloi :)

Paling best bila budak2 pompuan reramai kumpul kat katil dorm and borak2 smpai ke tengah malam tak mau tido. hee, Alhamdulillah, I think I made a correct decision by choosing Geophysics. I'm happy doing all those things (^__^) 



Ni gambar masa last day kitorang kat bukit bunuh. Ade lab assistant yang gagah2,postgraduate student termasuk mereka2 yang dari Nigeria dan Libya(mereka sangat kuat dan rajin) huhu and last but not least budak2 3rd year geofizik yang amik kos ZGE375/2(engineering geophysics and environment)






unforgettable moment at Bukit Bunuh


Saturday, October 29, 2011

Emas lagi?

 Assalamualaikum w.b.t,


Dear diary,

Ada sumthing yang nak saya share dalam ni. I got these pictures from one of my friend during my borther 's sport day. Dia dapat emas lagi lah sukan kali ni. Kuat bersukan betul ini budak. Tak boleh nak duduk diam. Ape pon yang dia minat, I am so proud of you lah budak. Kak Yong doakan awak sentiasa berjaya dalam apa jua bidang yang awak ceburi okay :)


wit his friends






wit his medals





Terase macam dah lame sangat tak balik rumah, hurgghh..rindu semua lah ~

Thursday, July 28, 2011

Terima Kasih :)

pendrive kesayangan <3


Just nak ucap terima kasih pada mereka-mereka,
Sebab da tolong baiki pendrive yang da masuk virus hari tu,
Mase pendrive masuk virus hari tu rase macam nak nanges da,
Dalam tu banyak giler maklumat penting tentang LI,
Then ada lah sorang ni yang offer pertolongan,
Tapi dia mintak tolong pada orang yang lagi satu,
Happy sangat masa tengok pendrive da okay,
Semua maklumat da boleh bukak semula,
Mereka-mereka sangat hebat !!
Terima Kasih yang tak terhingga,
Hanya Allah yang dapat balas semuanya ~
Alhamdulillah
Thank You Allah
^_____^

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